An open copy of Vogue, Pg 69, tell the tips on how to look “Picture Perfect”
There was a bully in my mind, wish I never lied
Fake magazines, I wanna get them off my screen
Is all of that even real? Or is it just pretend?
Maybe if I lived in a world without mirrors,
It would have been so much easier for me.
It would have been so much easier to walk out the door and not want to cry
Maybe then I would get all the guys
When I was hungry,all I would do is think about my size
“Can you stop being so greedy!” I yell at my stomach,
You can go another night without,stop acting so needy.
Was so afraid of my style that I had forgotten how to smile.
The terror kept getting nearer, as I stared into the mirror.
Maybe this is just how it was meant to be.
Constantly critique my scars in the mirror
Then I’d bury them with a little makeup and glitter.
Maybe if my butt was a little more thicker,
Then It’d be easier to survive in this world and not drink as much liquor
If I looked a little bit more like Kendall Jenner
I wouldn’t have to go through all this pressure
Feels like having hair on my legs is equivalent to being a criminal
But isn’t that not being original?
Only if I lived in a world without mirrors
My dreams would have been bigger
I wouldn’t have felt like a sinner
And everything would have been better…
